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Chapter 37. I Want to Have Sex
Listening to her husband's tolerant voice as always, Mo Ru smiled happily and said, "Today..."
She shared what had happened recently as usual. It was the moment he enjoyed most in the past and the only time he could communicate with his wife.
Shen Xi suddenly loosened his collar absentmindedly, lowered his head to look at his feet, and continued to agree patiently. It was not until his wife had begun to change the subject that he could not help but speak:
"Sorry, I have something else to do. Can I call you when I'm done?"
Mo Ru was interrupted and was unable to react for a moment. This was the first time that Shen Xi interrupted her.
"Ah...Okay, I'm sorry if I disturbed you." Mo Ru said apologetically, thinking that he must be dealing with an important project and was interrupted by her call.
"It's okay. I'll hang up first. Remember to eat well, eat hot food and stay up less late."
Mo Ru smiled happily and said sweetly, "Okay, you too. I love you, husband."
"I love you too." The man said in a low voice.
Shen Xi hung up the phone, turned around and went into the house, only to find Yi Ruo standing behind the door, with light traces of tears on her face and a dazed look in her eyes. When she saw Shen Xi coming in, she was a little flustered and at a loss, and opened her mouth to explain something.
"I... I didn't mean to eavesdrop. I thought you guys should finish talking and come out to see me. I'm sorry." After she finished speaking, she could no longer swallow her sobs and took a few steps back. Finally, she couldn't control herself and turned around and walked into the room in a panic.
"Yi Ruo!" Shen Xi chased after her with some guilt, his body and mind filled with regret and heartache, and the apology he had just made to his wife was also suppressed.
When he entered the room, he saw Yiruo's petite body curled up on the bed with her head buried in the bed. Her shoulders were still shaking slightly and she could hear some crying sounds.
"Yi Ruo, don't be like this." Shen Xi hugged Yi Ruo distressedly, parted her hair, held her face and looked closely at her red eyes.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Yi Ruo shook her head in panic, lowered her head and tried not to let Shen Xi discover her sadness and helplessness, then threw herself into Shen Xi's arms and hugged him tightly.
"I... I didn't mean it... I know, I know... I shouldn't have done this... I just couldn't help it... I'm sorry..."
Listening to Yi Ruo's nonsense, Shen Xi closed his eyes in dismay and hugged the woman in his arms tightly.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault." Shen Xi said softly.
"No, it's me..."
"Yi Ruo." Yi Ruo calmed down when she heard the man's serious voice and lay quietly in his arms. "Listen to me."
"I can't give you a future..." His fingers gently stroked her ears, feeling the pause of the woman in his arms, he tightened his hands around her waist, closed his eyes and continued uncomfortably: "She has been with me for 10 years, and we have been married for 7 years. From knowing each other to falling in love, she and I are no longer just an emotional matter."
"If you can't accept it, I won't bother you again." He lowered his head, gently kissed the top of Yiruo's head with his thin lips, feeling the faint pain in his heart.
"I will stay away from your world."
"But if you are willing, I will do my best to satisfy everything you need now."
Yi Ruo looked at the man with tearful eyes, and looked at Shen Xi with a little confusion. She pressed her trembling hand on the man's mouth and said: "Stop talking... please."
The woman in his arms trembled and became colder with every word he said, until finally she couldn't help but beg him to stop.
"Yi Ruo, this is a hurdle we can't overcome." The man said softly, but there was deep powerlessness in his eyes.
"I know... I never thought of destroying your marriage or asking you to divorce. I just want to stay by your side until you get tired of me... I just... couldn't adapt for the moment, I'm sorry."
Looking at Yi Ruo's self-mockery and hurt, Shen Xi couldn't help but hugged her tightly. He wanted to speak but didn't know where to start.
He never knew that he was so bad and selfish, letting the woman in his arms bear everything. The guilt in his heart was about to overwhelm his mind.
Yi Ruo looked at the man's angular profile, smiled with tears in her eyes, and said softly with sobs: "C
Shen Xi, don't worry, when one of us gets tired of each other one day, I will walk away and find the love that belongs to me, and never come back."
Then, I will forget you.
He understood what she hadn't finished saying.
Shen Xi suddenly felt a pang of bitterness in his heart. He smiled and said, "Okay." He raised his hand and stroked Yi Ruo's soft long hair, his expression gentle but slightly gloomy.
"Let's go." Yi Ruo stood up, her eyes still slightly red, and a hint of bitterness on her slightly smiling lips. She pulled Shen Xi and walked out of the door.
"Where are you going?" Shen Xi was stunned, still not coming out of the bitterness just now.
"Go to the company."
Shen Xi looked at Yi Ruo with some doubts, but after seeing her forced smile, he followed her force and walked out the door.
"Didn't you say you would satisfy me in any way you want? I don't want to eat now. I want to have sex, right in your office."
Shen Xi was stunned for a moment, then after he came to his senses, he took a few quick steps, picked up Yi Ruo and walked towards the elevator.
"Ah, what are you doing?" Yi Ruo was startled by his actions and let out a low cry.
"Aren't we going to the company? We have to hurry, otherwise they will be off work." Shen Xi lowered his head and looked at Yi Ruo with a smile in his eyes.
No matter what happens in the future, now he just wants her to be happy all the time.
Just to comfort his deep guilt towards her.
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